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Brought on in part by Johanna's burst of thought: I've been thinking about it and what I tried to say earlier that everyone seemed to think was more accusatory and blaming than it actually was. Though come to think of it, I was being somewhat accusatory or just trying to point out things that bother me. I wasn't trying to blame anyone though, just point out that being a scapegoat bothers me. I haven't felt much like a scapegoat since about Sunday though.To try to make my previous point clearer, it was that i take things that I perceive as slights (some actually are) and then they all boil up inside of me sometimes being let out by poetry but not usually and they come out at the wrong times in explosions of tears usually. I don't think I have much inside of me right now and if it does build up I'm going to work on not letting it out so quickly.

I miss people from craiggy wriggy. I know I saw some of you on Sunday but I just feel that I won't see you again soon enough and those of you I haven't seen for longer it's been too long allready.

Grr... Madame still hasn't entered in the two assignments she NEVER ASKED FOR! She claims she did ask for them and says I don't pay attention in her class. I do pay attention! Fortunately, my grade's at a b minus so even if she refuses to change my grade when she never asked for the two missing assignments to be turned in, it's still an okay grade. I still want the grade I deserve. I'd probably get an a if she hadn't not entered in those grades. Grr.

U okay?

Date: 2006-12-07 12:55 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Your away messages have been rather depressing and/or defiant lately and this post sounds vaguely hinting of a disturbance in the Force. XD

~'Tis the one and only Ebeth who really hasn't been on here in a while but let's ignore that point and move on to the wonderfulness of...*virtual choklit* Yep.

squee

Date: 2006-12-07 09:27 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Of course it was dark! and my away messages change far too much. XD just another sign that i'm obsessed. *looks around* Me? Obsessed? Psssht.

Rice krispies are so much better dry...

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