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Wiscon is coming up!

I am on one panel, described below.

Are Children People? Sun, 8:30–9:45 am Capitol A
Benjamin Billman (M), Tuppence, Alena McNamara, Jack Shoegazer, S. Brackett Robertson, Kate O'Brien Wooddell
Are children an oppressed group? Certainly our justifications for treating children as we do (deciding for them, speaking for them, requiring compliance) sound familiar: Their biological differences from us make them incapable of self-determination; we must coerce them for their own good. A few SF futures imagine children commonly emancipated (Triton); more often, groups of exceptional children rebel (Slan, Beggars in Spain); and of course the single exceptional child who escapes adult control is a trope—glorified (Matilda, Ender, Lyra)—or terrifying ("It's a Good Life"). SF has an uneasy relationship with children's liberation. Are we ready for children's liberation? And what would it look like?
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I'm a multiple of eleven today! (22). Very exciting, though mostly I've been having an ordinary day as it is rather close to finals and I have papers to write. Might go on a birthday walk, though.
aliseadae: (rackham leaf faeries)
My contributor's copy of Mythic Delirium 26 came in the mail today! I got to pass it around at lunch and I think people appreciated the poetry in it though they weren't able to read it all (lunch is short). Some of them might want to buy one? I thought I heard interest. Anyways, it was fun to see friends at school reading an issue that so many other people I know are in!

It was a friend's birthday today (the 23rd) making him a week older than me. He was supposed to find us to eat cake but did not appear. Finally, we found him asleep in his bed. We decided to give him his cake anyways and lit the candles and walked in singing. Must've been a surreal way to wake up but he was happy, though a bit groggy.
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My poem, "Harvest", from the Autumn 2011 issue of Goblin Fruit has appeared on Ellen Datlow's Year's Best Horror honorable mention list here! I am quite excited about it!

Life has been rather hectic lately, given that it is the end of my senior year. Fairytale ball was quite fun, though! I dressed as some kind of woods fairy/goblin and there was a great deal of dancing and many good costumes.
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This terrifies me and angers me and mostly just makes me tired and sick of it all. This is my state. I can't do anything in my state? I'm not considered a person in my state? I'm having troubles processing how this could be happening. We protested, we shouted, we spoke up. We voted on petitions. While the protests weren't specifically about women, it was still about worker's rights. How am I supposed to graduate and get a job if it isn't guaranteed that I'll be treated like the other employees?

Originally posted by yuki_onna at Gonna Go Back In Time: Wisconsin’s Legalized Sexism
It’s ok. You guys can tell me.


We all secretly went back in time, right?


That’s the only way I can get my head around Wisconsin’s repeal of their Equal Pay Act on the argument that “Money is more important to men”, piled on top of the birth control “debate” and Georgia passing legislation based on the idea that women are anatomically and ethically identical to pigs and cows. We fell through a time vortex and it’s 1959 and half of the twentieth century didn’t happen.


That is, of course, what Scott Walker and the rest of the charming gentlemen who are signing these grotesque reversions into law without mandate or recourse want. Hey, if we take away their birth control and don’t pay them for work, everything will go back to the way it was when pwecious Scotty was a kid and women will just stay at home and back cookies for everyone. Yay! No one will be gay anymore and America will drink its milk and be big and strong and we won’t have to worry about recycling and breast cancer (ew breasts!) and unwhite people and that rock n’ roll music the kids listen to. We can law it all away.


Yeah. And fuck you, too. And fuck you to everyone who told me to stop swearing about this on Twitter last night. WE SHOULD ALL BE SWEARING. We should all be laying down so much shit that fucking roses grow on Twitter. WE SHOULD CARE ABOUT THIS AT LEAST AS MUCH AS WE CARED ABOUT SOPA. Funny how I don’t see anyone shutting down portions of the Internet in protest, though. I mean, it’s only women. The headline on Reddit about this is: “Wisconsin Gov. Scott Walker has signed a bill that prohibits workers from collecting damages in employment discrimination cases.” No outrage, no commentary, just a link. No mention of Walker’s contention that women don’t work as hard, aren’t “go go go” like men, and shouldn’t be paid as much. Women not even mentioned, despite being the clear and stated target of the legislation. Why get upset? Should be fine!


After all, there’s no war on women. The Republicans promise there isn’t. Just because the massive portion of their efforts are bent toward reducing the rights and freedoms of a single group within the American population doesn’t mean it’s a war. Not like the War on Drugs is a war. After all, drugs are bad and need to be controlled or else society will fall apart. Just like the ladies. This is just Good, Small Government. Why, next week, they’ll be repealing the Equal Pay for Caterpillars Act.


The conservatives are at least partly right: birth control and equal pay (somewhat equal, anyway) were the great victories of first and second wave feminism. They are trying everything in their power to take those things away, in the hopes that it’ll activate a Time Turner that will erase the source of those changes as well as the changes themselves. They say we are pigs, they say we don’t need any silly pin money, they say these things and they should be embarrassed, they should be ashamed at what just came out of their mouths, but no one is shaming them. The news treats it like a simple partisan debate. Point for blue, point for red. But no matter what young folks might say, these men know we’re not in a post-sexist or post-racist culture, that they can rely on old, ugly misogyny and the reluctance to stand up for women’s rights that has tinted gender relations in this country for pretty much ever to lube their legislation up nice and slick. When women are outraged, you don’t have to listen, after all. Bitches be crazy.


I know Walker will almost certainly be recalled in November. Doesn’t really matter–he’s fiat’d this into law and there’s an inertia there. I’ve heard rumors that Walker is a top candidate for the GOP VP slot, so don’t get smug in the knowledge that he’s going away. I shouldn’t be surprised, you shouldn’t be surprised–but we should all be terrified. And angry.


I’ve seen a lot of people saying things like “only in the US” and “America is crazy” and “thank god I don’t live there” flitting around, both here and on my gendered online discourse post. (And I want to thank the BSFA for proving my point, that the sexist jackasses, they live everywhere.) And I want to say: knock it off. First of all, no matter how much we like to take credit for things, Americans did not invent sexism. I promise, it could not “only happen in the US.” Many countries, if not all of them, have huge gender problems and many of those are boiling over with regressive assholes in power. And since the UK and Australia are both having trouble with conservatives in their government pissing in the punchbowl, I wouldn’t get too excited about your immunity to this kind of crap.


But more importantly–stop thinking you’re special and it can never happen in your country. That is how America got like this in the first place. By thinking we were special, specially liberated and enlightened and awesome and only those other lamer countries had problems. That arrogance allows us to continue to let everything circle the drain, because we’re the best and OBVIOUSLY we’re not really sexist and stuff, it’ll get fixed, don’t worry. Our system can’t have been redesigned to let a few people destroy our economy–we have the best economy! USA! Everything’s fine! GROWTH 4EVAH.


I hate that shit. I know you hate that shit. So stop telling me Americans are so weird and where you live this could never happen. It could. If you’re not vigilant, like we haven’t been, it will.


Doesn’t mean I know what vigilance looks like. I’ve been told not to call myself a feminist my whole life, well before the current skirmishes. I’ve seen vast swathes of young women grow up couching every sentence defending their right to exist in “I’m not a feminist, but…” Because feminists are bad and they hate men and they’re ugly. But I’ve also been told: well, obviously you’re not serious about marriage if you don’t take your husband’s name, if you must be pro-choice make sure you insist that you could never make that choice for yourself, don’t make the first move or boys will think you’re a slut (also you will be a slut), you can have a full time job but don’t think that means you get to slack off on cooking, cleaning, and childrearing, you lazy baby-hungry girl. Men work so hard. They shouldn’t have to worry about the home. After all, you’re just naturally better at cleaning–men just don’t see clutter like you do!


But everything’s fine in America now and all feminism should worry about are the poor ladies living in the Middle East so why are you complaining that you only get 80 cents to the male dollar? YOU GOT 80 CENTS, BITCH, AREN’T YOU HAPPY?


So yeah. I feel fucking miserable and helpless. The fact is that our system is only loosely democratic at this point. We vote nationally on a President and that’s it. We as citizens have no recourse when executive branches decide to get all War on Caterpillars on our asses, and it’s been made abundantly clear that not one fuck is given about organized protest at that level of government.


This is why Wikipedia shut down to protest SOPA. Because that’s all we have, really. Disrupt commerce and consumer culture. But I just can’t see that kind of concentrated action happening in defense of women, no matter how much what happens to us happens to the whole culture. Go ahead: take our birth control and our jobs and call us pigs, tell us to obey the Catholic Church’s most panicked and regressive ideas whether or not we are Catholic. Take our humanity and wipe Congress’s asses with it.


But don’t you dare take away smoothly torrenting Mad Men episodes. How else will we get new ideas for how the country should look?


Mirrored from cmv.com. Also appearing on @LJ and @DW. Read anywhere, comment anywhere.
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As a homework-break, a poll.

[Poll #1830740]
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I would like to learn new things; to know about the awesome people and places and things that I've never heard of. Often on LJ I'll see someone post about a favorite movie, or person, or thing and I haven't heard of it and I wonder whether it is any good (if it is mentioned in passing) or, if described, I wonder how I've never heard of it before.

I'd like to know your favorite obscure or little known people, movies, songs, books, poems, trees, houses, cities, anything. I seem to be curious tonight.
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In looking over past journal entries, I realize how much more I posted last year. I'm not entirely certain why that is, though I'd like to fix it. I like this place as being a space to think through things and to let other people comment on my thoughts with thoughts of their own. I wish that people still posted frequently, myself included, but as my favorite posts are ones with thoughts I plan to try to post thoughts that I would like to share in addition to discussing them on IM or whereever they've been going. I'm pretty sure I think of more neat things than I post about and I think I'm just loosing the habit of posting.
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Originally posted by [info]rose_lemberg at Help Rose get to Wiscon
Hi everyone. As some of you know, I have been hoping to get to Wiscon this year. to be there and do a series of poetry-related things for the release of the Moment of Change, and the release of the first Stone Bird title (as yet untitled, but it will be a collection of queer poetry from Stone Telling). However, my financial situation does not allow me to go. I have fixed medical expenses connected to my child's disability; as I am the breadwinner in the household, this creates an unstable financial situation for us, where I simply cannot spend this kind of money. I was able to go to WFC last year thanks to my Rannu Fund win, but this is not a recurring situation.

Some kind folks have put my name forward for a Wiscon scholarship, but I have not heard back, and time is running out for me to buy a reasonably priced ticket, register, and register for readings.

With that in mind, I would like to fundraise to cover at least for airfare and registration. If the Wiscon scholarship will come through, that will cover my hotel expenses, and if not, I think I will be able to manage the hotel if everything else is covered. So the minimum I would like to raise is 350$.

If you would like to help, there are two ways for you to  help me raise this money. First is to donate. The donation button is below. Second is to bid on a copy of "The Book of Shapechangers." The auction is also below. Note that I will not, realistically, be able to get to this before mid-May. If you are coming to Wiscon, I will bring your copy with me to Wiscon.

Both the donation drive and the auction will only be here for a few days, until Sunday night. Thank you very much for your help and support!

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The Book of Shapechangers

The Book of Shapechangers is an artist's book, made as an accordion folder consisting of at least four and at most eight pages with block printed images of people who are shapechangers. The images will be printed by hand upon archival quality artist's paper and bound as a hard cover with decorations chosen by me. 

You will be able to choose one of the animals, and I will create a block print accordingly. The other images will be chosen by me. The higher your bid goes, the more images you will get. You can see the style of art you will receive here , as well as my process for creating this art (and please, please make sure you like it, before you bid - I don't want people to be disappointed).

Note: this will be a more modest creation than [info]hani's book, so please bid accordingly.

An even more important note: The Book of Shapechangers does not exist yet. I have ongoing health issues, so please only bid if you are ok with waiting at least a month (and, realistically speaking, more) until this will materialize.

I will make a maximum of six of those books, so the six highest bidders will be able to get one. Minimum bid is 25$.

If your winning bid will be 50$ or higher, there will be words to accompany your image, though I cannot promise you how many or which kind :)


Bidding is open now, and closes on Sunday., 4th of March, at midnight EST.


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aliseadae: (thoughts of the city)
Happy leap day! Today (the 28th) I have acquired two books that I am enjoying for very different reasons. One, Professor Moriarty: The Hound of the D'Urbervilles by Kim Newman, is a retelling of the Sherlock Holmes canon from the perspective of Colonel Sebastian Moran, Moriarty's second-in-command. Moriarty and Moran intrigue me and I like seeing the ways that these stories differ from their familiar versions when they are told from the opposite perspective. This is a book I've been waiting for since I became intrigued by Moriarty and Moran so I was expecting it to arrive and arrive it did (eventually. I think the mail center lost it.)

The other book I found in the library while there to find books for a paper. It is A Field Guide to American Houses by Virginia and Lee McAlester. I didn't know I needed this book, but it is what I've been looking for for quite a while. I love to take walks where I look at all the houses I pass by, especially looking for nice architecture. I am interested in learning more about architecture, particularly historic architecture, and would like to be able to identify the styles of houses I pass. This book is a way to do that. Rather than being a birder, I'm a house-er, I guess.
aliseadae: (ofelia el laberinto del fauno)
People have been putting up small drawings all over lounge. I like looking at all of them. Most come with a small phrase such as "eye see you" (on an eye) or "run while you still can!" (on a goblin). They make lounge prettier!

Today, also making lounge prettier, (or at least tastier) was the prevalence of honey (with biscuits, with chai). Mm, honey.

I've been reading Ekaterina Sedia's Heart of Iron lately, and I've been enjoying it. It is full of adventure and yet somehow seems quiet. I'm not quite sure what I mean by "quiet" only that it is a quality I like and is not mutually exclusive with adventure. The book's title makes it seem a bit steampunk, but it is much less so. If it is steampunk, it is not a book that proclaims such status and shouts it to the world.
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So, if you haven't already heard, today is the big internet protest day against SOPA and PIPA. If you go to wikipedia (the english version), they'll help you contact your representatives.
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If you haven't seen Jim Hines' recent post, you should. It is awesome and hilarious and makes a good point.

Went to the art museum today with [livejournal.com profile] aamcnamara. Spent most of the time wandering around very familiar halls, though we sat and wrote for a bit (as we usually do).
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I know that I value people who are fierce but sometimes I wonder what this means.

I wonder about the terms "badass" or "fierce" and what they really mean. You can seem to be badass if you stand apart, seem unaffected by things. I don't especially think that separating oneself is a good thing, not entirely anyway. I like to have connections to people. Fewer than some, but a couple. But perhaps that isn't what this separation entails. Perhaps this is the ability to separate oneself from the situation. To be less scared or horrified than you might be. I can do that with movies, but then you know it is just a movie then.

But then I think being able to stand for what you believe is a part of this, and that is valuable. Doesn't that mean caring about something and not separating yourself from it? Or is this a matter of sorting what is important, what ought to be cared about at the moment and what ought not to be.

There is a sort of fierceness too, though, of being strong in your opinions even if you perhaps should back down. Being fierce isn't always the best way to go about doing things but it isn't the worst.

I'm not entirely certain where I think fighting would fit in on this scale of being fierce but I think it is important to know how to defend oneself.
aliseadae: (sea searching)
“As 2011 draws to a close, I remind us all that in life and in the universe, it is always best to keep looking up." - Neil DeGrasse Tyson
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I decided to put up a pendant for auction over at [livejournal.com profile] magick4terri. Go bid! The photo is of the nearly finished product as I currently am in the middle of finals but the auction ends tomorrow so I wanted to put it up! I haven't ever put anything up before, so this is sort of an experiment to see how it goes.
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By now you are likely to have heard of it many times over but in case you haven't you should head on over to [livejournal.com profile] magick4terri and bid on the amazing items they have up for sale there! [livejournal.com profile] magick4terri is an auction to benefit Terri Windling, an editor whose contributions to SF/F have included Bordertown, buying War for the Oaks, Tam Lin, and other such works, The Endicott Studio and much more. She also creates a wide variety of gorgeous artworks and writings.

Thanksgiving break was good, albeit not productive. I got to spend lots of time with family, though, during which we went to an art museum and on many walks. I also got to see a cat (my aunt and uncle's) and two kittens (my friends').

Today I was a little bit more productive on the writing front with the help of my new writing buddy here. She's been a friend for a while but we've recently started retreating for two hours or so with our laptops and encouraging each other to write.
aliseadae: (windswept hair)
I am sad the school has cut down the tall reeds of grass outside my window. They were pretty and autumnal and made my view less of the sports center. I suppose it ought to become covered in snow soon.

I have been keeping myself occupied with school, helping out with a dig a bit, playing Settlers of Catan, writing, etc. Apparently not posting LJ entries, though.

[livejournal.com profile] voey is here! Currently sitting right next to me. It is good to see him again.

I'm also looking forward to Thanksgiving at my aunt and uncle's again! I'm looking forward to seeing my family.
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Originally posted by [livejournal.com profile] write_light at BAD Internet Laws Heading Your Way

From the flist: 



Spread the word, even you're not a US citizen, it is important for everyone!! It easy to do and it can change everything. More info by clicking on the banner.

Website Blocking

The government can order service providers to block websites for infringing links posted by any users.

Risk of Jail for Ordinary Users

It becomes a felony with a potential 5 year sentence to stream a copyrighted work that would cost more than $2,500 to license, even if you are a totally noncommercial user, e.g. singing a pop song on Facebook.

Chaos for the Internet

Thousands of sites that are legal under the DMCA would face new legal threats. People trying to keep the internet more secure wouldn't be able to rely on the integrity of the DNS system.


Read this analysis from boing-boing.net

Get on the phone and call your representative. Express your disapproval. Tell him or her exactly how you feel, and that you don't support this. Tell your friends to call their representatives, their Congressperson, and complain. Mention that you are a registered voter that takes your civic responsibility seriously and that you will use that vote to express your feelings about this.

http://www.rollcall.com/issues/57_60/Internet-Companies-Boost-Hill-Lobbying-210345-1.html?pos=olobh

“We support the bill’s stated goals — providing additional enforcement tools to combat foreign ‘rogue’ websites that are dedicated to copyright infringement or counterfeiting,” the Internet companies wrote in Tuesday’s letter. “Unfortunately, the bills as drafted would expose law-abiding U.S. Internet and technology companies to new uncertain liabilities, private rights of action and technology mandates that would require monitoring of websites.”  The chamber-led coalition in support of the bill includes Walmart, Eli Lilly & Co. and Netflix.

Google and other opponents of the legislation argue that restricting the Internet in the U.S. sets a bad international precedent and that the language defines infringing too broadly.

SIGN AND FORWARD THESE PETITIONS

American Censorship
Whitehouse Petition
Fight For the Future
DemandProgress
Save the Internet

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Nov. 22nd, 2011 11:32 am
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Originally posted by [livejournal.com profile] kylecassidy at post
Via Citykitties (emphasis mine):

A good samaritan found this cat today in a gutter by Clark Park, half dead. He is now at the Cat Doctor with a body temperature of 90 (normal is 102) and blood PCV of 8. The Cat Doctor housecat, Diamond, is currently donating blood to save his life. During the exam, the vet found that this cat has a microchip. When called, his "owners" reported that he was acting sick, so they put him outside. If this makes you as angry as it makes us, please channel your anger in one of two ways: visit our website at www.citykitties.org and make a donation to help us pay for his care, or share this post and encourage others to do so.




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