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I tend to feel excluded more than most people when, really, I'm not actually being excluded. Maybe it is just me and who I am or maybe these exclusion-feelings have their root at Adams. While I love Adams, I wasn't the most loved kid there. I had my friends but the majority of the world ignored/teased me. Maybe I'm afraid that they are all going to do that though it has been years from Adams. Or maybe I'm just making things up.

I know that there are many places where I am definitely included and I am grateful for those. But sometimes, in random situations, I feel alone and separate from everyone. Not often, and not right now, but occasionally I'm floating in a Sally-bubble away from the world.

I think this spurt of introspection was brought on by Johanna. Thank you!